well tomorrow is my cousins birthday, she lives next door and is only two years behind me so its more like we're sisters than anything. I got her like a gazillion things for christmas because i was really really excited and had a ton of clever ideas for presents. but thats just the thing...i gave them all up on christmas last week.
i zoomed over to the mall today to try and find the shirt she got me because she "was trying so hard to not keep it." so i thought i would buy one for her buttttt i couldnt find it anywhere...
then i saw a really really cute hello kitty shirt at wet seal! but it was 16 dollars...
16 whole dollars! im nearly broke after december...i cant afford a more than 10 dollar graphic t-shirt...
i know i know, im a terrible best friend/sister/cousin.

well.

i spent 20 minutes with tired shakey hands drawing the chinese symbol for love on the front of a rather largish box that a necklace came in...and im going to fill it to the top with reasons why i love her...
and maybe if i get enough motivation ill edit a picture of us.. but gimp has been frustrating me lately >.< soooo that might not happen...

think a box of lovely reasons of love will be sufficient? ugh i feel like a jerk. shes 16 too.

well i suppose i can always make up for it at her friend party...